Was I born perfect? If so I lost the plot.
I have been not so bad or ok sometimes.
I committed minor crimes.
My standards are extremely high, I may arrive at them before I die.
I will not and do not overstate my case.
I am no unmitigated disgrace.
I strayed from perfection in thought and deed and attitude.
I told stories that were rude.
Possibly my idea of a saint is an impossible ideal, I am not and never was one then, but the impossible can’t be true.
Maybe no for me, maybe yes for you.
This is rather mixed up, so am I.
I aspire very high.
The point is about leaving my past behind me, a lot of it is very funny.
Would God agree, say that’s life, your life, don’t forget it, some of it regret it, you did not dedicate yourself to money.
May I, an imperfect man, give expression to the truth in perfect form?
Considering in more than one way in my past I deviated from the norm?
You have no clue what I mean when I don’t say and won’t, my crimes were trivial but as I say my standards are high.
Higher than the sky.
As to question one above all is possible with love.
Therefore yes, a bad man can be good.
When I think an answer comes and so it should.
Can I be both bad and good?
A stupid question, not at the same time.
To concentrate on goodness is no crime.
I can do that, I know, I’ve done it too.
And will for you.
Tuesday, 3rd March, 2020