Life keeps kicking me in the you-know-where I could say which part but that would break my mother’s heart.
My brother says that’s because I never did anything before in days of yore.
I floated through life, I never took a wife.
I more or less let things happen but managed to keep my head above water.
A girl might turn out like her mother however attractive she is as a daughter.
I did have some small successes, God bless us.
In some ways I did more than most, Father, Son and Holy Ghost.
However, why now when I try am I a sucide afraid to die?
Other people are Hell said Sartre, oh well.
They make me wait and wait and wait.
Is this fate?
There is the occasional rare exception.
Who’s parents did not practice contraception.
Not then, at least.
In life the yeast.
Am I the only one on whom I can depend?
Not quite but almost otherwise I would give up and say, the end.
As you may surmise I more or less never practice what I preach.
Pretty girl on a beach.
Not quite out of reach.
How may I blame others who do nothing when I do it all the time?
Not quite, I wrote this rhyme.
Someone said kick against the pricks.
This old dog needs to learn new tricks.
Wait no longer for a cowboy called Tom Mix.
Other people almost always let me down.
Can I rely on no one except me?
I’ll get around to it sometime, wait and see.
18th November, 2017